what good is love

what good is love

when I kept on hurting
when tears kept falling
when smile seldom touches my heart
when you’re not here to comfort me ….

what good is love

without your touch
without your care
without your love ….

what good is love

if I am taken for granted
if I have been forgotten
if in your world I never exist …

what good is love

when I just kept on longing
when you are loving someone else
when you belong to her

what good is love

when I am numb
when I am breathless
when I am lifeless ….

remember goodbye …

was it worth holding his hands
when you know he won’t be there forever?

Does it make you happy when you’re together
when he won’t be yours ?

Was it worth letting him go
when your heart is breaking ?

Was it worth loving him
when he belonged to someone else ?

Was it worth remembering him
when one day you’ll meet
and you’ll be just a stranger to him ?

when everything is gone was it worth crying ?
was it worth forgetting ?
whe all you can have is the memory of him ….

a " terminal " saga

gasping breaths
racing heartbeat
you held me like a fragile bud …

a sip of the velvety liquid
was it your kiss or the wine that intoxicates me …

hues of passion …
a lucid memory of a shared de javu

it all began
on the bus ride by twilight
one harsh turn
and I landed on your lap . <lols>

undying LOVE

 your cold touch makes me shiver
as I close my eyes and dream of you …

come closer to me now
sing me your lullaby
when the wind blows softly
and your scent ever so sweet …

this unseen intimacy
of my imagined presence of you
conquers my dream
embraced my soul

once in my life
let me love you again
let my tears fall to warm your cold sanctuary
for years you have lingered
not wanting to leave me

and as your remains nourishes the earth
you still here to protect me ….

with an eternal passion to cross from the after life
and your undying love keeps me from the suffocating

loneliness ….